Our last day together...
Dear somebody and nobody in particular.... You know I have been thinking about this for a long time and finally I have the words and phrases to pen down my thoughts. For the entire span of life till now, my mind was plagued with only one question and that is, "What is love?". Maybe, sensitive emotions of pain and fear of losing someone or maybe a game that destiny plays or maybe a challenge to sacrifice all our will for the sake of our loving one's.
I was in six long years of relationship with a guy with whom I was in love with. And this is my last date with him. Last???
Yes, last. And this is not chosen by me, but still I have to die in this, I have to suffer in this alone. The only thing I want it, to live this day as it is going to be last day of my life. I want to breathe heavily, want to feel every second.
I was in six long years of relationship with a guy with whom I was in love with. And this is my last date with him. Last???
Yes, last. And this is not chosen by me, but still I have to die in this, I have to suffer in this alone. The only thing I want it, to live this day as it is going to be last day of my life. I want to breathe heavily, want to feel every second.
Well, Everyone knows that the moment which are like pearl and gem to us passes out very quickly and that what happened on this day.
Few days back..
It was my cousin's wedding ceremony, everything was going well in my life. I was about to inform my parents about Aarush, whom I was in love with. But exactly, things never goes as we expect it to be. I met a guy name Sumit, in the occasion. Everyone was prasing him as he was the one who was caring for everyone's need. I was noticing him from last two days and wherever I go, I always found him near to me. He maybe stalking, I thought. That's why I am the only one who was hating his presence. I told Aarush about Sumit's qualities and his stares, he was quite jealous of him.
From some of my relatives, I came to know that my father have planned something about my wedding or he had decided to whom I should marry. I really got scared, scared of losing Aarush. Because we share a lot of different thing. Aarush is an orphan, he lost his parents in his childhood, so due to that reason he wouldn't be able to complete his studies,he is uneducated and messed up in wrong company. I am the one who took him out from all this mess, my love changed him a lot. I know my family will never gonna accept us.
One day, Sumit proposed me, infront of every guest. 'I will always love you till the time my heart stops beating' he said. Everyone was cheering up, clapping and I was stood frozen, looking at my parents. They were looking extremely happy. I remained unstated. I was scattered inside. Everyone thought my silence is the proof that I am also waiting for the moment and I am surprised. Yes, I was surprised on my destiny.
That night I called Aarush and asked him to handle all the situation. But he denied, 'I think you should marry him' he said. That line went straight into my chest, piercing through my heart like an arrow and pinched my soul.
'What are you saying, do you have any idea?' I shouted as loud as I could. I don't even think to get apart from you.
My heart literally being crushed. But
that wasn’t the end of it.
His next words slashed my soul into half.
'You are my virtue, my love and you will marry Sumit because he is better for you otherwise you will see my dead face.'
'What the hell are you saying, have you lost it?' I couldn’t listen to him anymore. With all my strength that was left in me. I shouted.
'Why you came in my life, just go away. I don't understand what happened to you?'
But yes, if you don't want to spend your life with me, I am also not dying. I said, with all my strength back. I hugged him. I was afraid. 'This is my last decision Akshita and this would be right for both of us' he said.
'Okay, I want to spend a last day with you, then only I will marry to anyone else.' I said in anger when it seemed no way to convence him. Broken inside.
He agreed.
From some of my relatives, I came to know that my father have planned something about my wedding or he had decided to whom I should marry. I really got scared, scared of losing Aarush. Because we share a lot of different thing. Aarush is an orphan, he lost his parents in his childhood, so due to that reason he wouldn't be able to complete his studies,he is uneducated and messed up in wrong company. I am the one who took him out from all this mess, my love changed him a lot. I know my family will never gonna accept us.
One day, Sumit proposed me, infront of every guest. 'I will always love you till the time my heart stops beating' he said. Everyone was cheering up, clapping and I was stood frozen, looking at my parents. They were looking extremely happy. I remained unstated. I was scattered inside. Everyone thought my silence is the proof that I am also waiting for the moment and I am surprised. Yes, I was surprised on my destiny.
That night I called Aarush and asked him to handle all the situation. But he denied, 'I think you should marry him' he said. That line went straight into my chest, piercing through my heart like an arrow and pinched my soul.
'What are you saying, do you have any idea?' I shouted as loud as I could. I don't even think to get apart from you.
My heart literally being crushed. But
that wasn’t the end of it.
His next words slashed my soul into half.
'You are my virtue, my love and you will marry Sumit because he is better for you otherwise you will see my dead face.'
'What the hell are you saying, have you lost it?' I couldn’t listen to him anymore. With all my strength that was left in me. I shouted.
'Why you came in my life, just go away. I don't understand what happened to you?'
But yes, if you don't want to spend your life with me, I am also not dying. I said, with all my strength back. I hugged him. I was afraid. 'This is my last decision Akshita and this would be right for both of us' he said.
'Okay, I want to spend a last day with you, then only I will marry to anyone else.' I said in anger when it seemed no way to convence him. Broken inside.
He agreed.
Back to the last day...
Well, I was ready to leave him forever, with few drops in my eyes and millions of wounds in my heart. In this decision I was not equally participant but I am trapped in. Yet, I have to live in it, only I had to be punished.
And it was not only my last day with him, it was my last day with everyone and it was the last day of my life. End of my life.
Yeah, Akshita committed suicide because Aarush won't able to know that he is the only person with whom she wanted to live with. Her existence is worthless without him.
Please, do understand your partner wish..
Don't force someone to get trap in the mess which they don't want it to be.
Thank you.
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Please, do understand your partner wish..
Don't force someone to get trap in the mess which they don't want it to be.
Thank you.
Do give your reviews in the comment box, your suggestions will be appreciated.
